okay, school has started for two days. if you guys are wondering, i've been posted to temasek jc. initially i was quite upset, but i think i have no choice but to adapt and like the school now! the last two days of orientation was quite fun :) it became better when i decided to be abit more enthu and join in with the cheers. haha, the OGLs are nice people (: another great thing is, the mass dance! haha it was chaotic though, but i enjoyed it the most! the next five days of orientation will include more mass dance.. cool! we're performing at suntec :D but for the upcoming days of orientation there're be games etc which i hate. i suck at playing games... so i''m not looking forward to that at all ): btw in just two days of school, i've spent over 200+ bucks on uniform and the graphing calculator. wow. i'm still not in the mood to head to school, unlike the past, when i was excited every morning to head to dunman.. i've not made any new friends, that disappoints me. no close friends from sec sch either.. luckily i still have some nice friends from dunman. but i feel awakard and bad for imposing on them lah. haha. i miss dunman loads! (i can't wait to go back to dmn!) anyway our OG groups aren't our classes, so i do hope to make some new friends from my class then! ^^
& i've just completed my course registration. what a tedious procedure. anyway, i've chosen physics, chemistry, maths and economics as my first choice and geography instead of economics as second choice! i hope i can cope with it! (:
school officially starts on 8th feb. we'll officially become TJCians with our tjc uniforms on!

oh yesh, i'm going overseas during the cny period like i did last year. so i will be missing school for like two days. i'm worried about the studies if i will be able to cope. seen the maths syllabus, its like way beyond how i expected it to be. its too tough and i can't learn and understand by myself ): last year, i missed school for two days and i alreaedy had lots of things to catch up.. luckily dunman teachers are nice, they helped me of course :) however i'm not sure if tjc teachers are the same, thus i'm getting worried how i'm going to cope after i'm back. new subjects, this is giving me a headache ._. i wish time could turn back and stayed there too.. i miss my secondary school friends alot ):

well.. over the two days of school, some of my sec sch mates have been msging me, telling me that their jc was sucky etc. i felt the same too though i enjoyed the orientation. this feeling is seriously torturing us T.T hopefully, over time, i'll learn to enjoy being in tjc, and enjoy my life as a tjc student, because there's no other paths ahead of me for me to choose from already.

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okay i'm blogging again, like FINALLY. i know its late, cos i promised danica to update my blog last wednesday and today is already sunday, sorry!

recalling events that occured the last few days..
hmm i remember i couldn't make it for xinli's birthday party on monday (18/01) cos i was busy. really do hope to meet up with her soon, before jc starts!

on wednesday, another movie outing with danica again! we watched "sherlock holmes". if i didn't count wrongly, the cinema only had about 15people! LOL. i guess is because the movie has been out for quite some time already. after the movie, we walked around the area. not really to window-shop, it was sort of girls gossiping HAHAHA. yay i love talking to her especially with the common topics we have in mind! :D

on friday, i went with my family to esplanade to watch the ballet concert "men in tutus"! oh yesh, i saw yunzhen there, and she was watching the concert too! haha didn't see her for quite some time already :) anyway, the concert was hilarious and wonderful :D their movements and steps were superb. in short, their dancing was super great! i wish i could dance as well as them though. but i've quitted ballet already, though i still miss it ):

thats all i can rmb for the week, haha. memory's failing me! anyway the past few days, i've been spending my time on new hongkong drama series :D they're attracting me to watch them, seriously. i can't get my eyes off them, hahaha!

there's a class gathering next tuesday. a picnic at marina barrage! i've never been there. but i bet not the whole class is gonna turn up. well, i think i'll most probably be going as i guess its of the last class gathering we'll have since school is starting really soon for people who chosen the path to jc!

we'll know which school we're posted to this wednesday. to be honest, i don't want to be posted to tjc. tjc life seems scary. and you know what, tjc has swimming for PE lessons! OMG. i don't like to swim infront of outsiders, don't like to wear those swimming suits either. shucks, if this is really true, i'm gonna be so malu infront of everyone! thats a majoy reason why i don't want to enter tjc ._. we have to report at 7.30am on thurs to the new school. this means i have to wake up early! i've been waking up late throughout this holiday, i will miss my sleep so much. i've always wanted school to start soon cos i was dying of boredom during the holidays but now i think the other way ): the slacking will soon have to stop! ):

alright, i'm trying my best to stay awake! ^^
& danica i posted!!!! (:

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well, submitted the jae application a few days ago. really hope that i can get into my first choice school :) and please don't make me regret on my decision! school's starting real soon, in about one week plus. though i really miss going school, but i don't like to go to a new sch, a new environment which i have to adapt to! i miss going back to dunman seriously. i was bloghopping, seeing people blogging about how much they hate going to school for lessons etc. how i wish i could swop with them, i don't mind going back to dunman for lessons etc! :DD i'm really afraid of making new friends, afraid of the stress i will be facing in jc, and of course afraid that i can't cope with the studies there. heard from many seniors that jc isn't as bonded and fun as secondary school. *nostalgia* ): i miss these days when i get to slack all day, trouble free you know ^^ alright, i think i better start practising some writing so that my handwriting will go back to the way it was and not like now, its HORRENDOUS. better get started with some mathematics practices to allow my brain to function well before school starts. to be honest, i forgotten many of the amaths stuff that we learnt. LOL. subject combination is another thing we should be thinking about. okay, but i swear i won't take biology!!! i don't want to face the same thing, the huge amount of stress that i faced in sec3 & 4. haha :)

oh ya did i mention i wasn't going back to ballet anymore? haha though i miss it alot, after learning it for like 12 years.. i'm too lazy to go back. furthermore, i guess i will be too busy and caught up with jc stuff, so i don't think i can commit the time to it. (:
continuing with piano though, starting next month :) its waste if i were to give up at this point of time! i shall persevere! HAHA.


OMG I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.
i have gained __ kg in this holiday. tian ah D:

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yay i'm finally back!

alright, olevel results did not reach my expectation. but still, i felt super relieved when mr tan told me it was a single digit that i scored :) i was really satisfied with my results! i had expected worse cos many rumours spreaded that our batch didn't do well. our sch's msg dropped, and i guess some teachers were disappointed with our results): but i think 4a'09 did quite well afterall! :D the most unexpected thing is, i actually got an A1 for my english. i couldn't believe it, it used to be like c5 or c6- one of my worst subject. & i got an A2 for my biology too, a subject which i failed for most of the exams. mdm lim came to congratulate me, i felt so happy and grateful to her at that point of time! :) the most disappointing thing is, i didn't get an A1 for my physics. well, i'm still contented though! pictures, waiting for shiuheng to upload ._. don't know when's the day i can meet my friends again..

went to NYJC open house and SP with lijin and huixi yesterday (: NYJC seems so lively, the environment is great too! SP is not bad too, but i think i don't really suit poly life.. so i'll stick to JC still! i really have the urge to go NYJC, but my mum is pestering me to go TJC. heard that TJC life sucks. i dunno. serious consideration required! oh ya, talking about the applying of schools, i realised the address on my results slip does not belong to mine. LOL. now i can't apply for the schools online until the school contact me about it. i'm getting so panicky about it! but till now i haven't decide much on my choices, and the deadline is nearing. wow.

oh yesh, i've made up with her on the day of olvls! yay, i'm super glad that i had the courage to take the initiative and now, i've gotten this great friend of mine back :D





i'm really sorry. i did not wish to be involved at all.

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baking session with danica, over at my house! :DD
yay, the cupcakes we baked were successful! yummy (: & we finished baking them soon, haha.

















after baking, together with my brother, we went to play badminton (: how long have i not engaged in sports?? haha. danica stayed till almost 8pm before she left! anyways, a meaningful day spent today!!! :D

i dunno why, but i just hate these two coming weeks! i hate new year shopping, thats weird. the end of year2009 is just around the corner! this year really passed very quickly, probably due to Olvls. but to be honest, i'm not really looking forward to year2010 ):

i want to rant about something here but i just don't know how to say it! i need to talk to someone badly. huifang! she's busy now i guess D: i really need to get it off my chest soon! ahhhh.

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in the afternoon, went out with my family to plaza sing. snipped off some of my hair, rebonded. but it doesn't seem much of a difference though. i couldn't bear to cut it initially, but after they were done, i wished they had cut more, LOL. thats fussy me ^^ the only difference is that i now have a fringe! i'm still not used to it and it feels so itchy! hahaha :D


i just can't stand hypocrites. and worst still, those kind who would boast about sth that is yet to be known. its okay if they can really do it, but they don't have to announce to the whole world. these sort of people. i was really blind. i'm glad they would be out of my life soon!

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baking day! with lijin at her house :)
however, it failed ):
the texture, smell and looks seemed okay, but the taste was horrible!
we didn't finish doing it anyway.

the incomplete product~




after giving up on this piece of product, we decided to go back to dunman to walk around, reminisce the past plus take pictures :D
lol. but it was quite late already, the school was so empty, so we didn't go in despite loitering outside the school for a while. haha!

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